Photographer Roald Synnevåg :) ~ Happy Thursday lovely friends :)
today i feel all over the place.
so my estranged father of ten years is on his death bed and decides to show up.
i thought i didn’t really care about him.
that it didn’t matter to me that he was dying.
but somehow it still hurts.
and i’m not really sure how.
but it does.
so that’s today.
“it won’t make sense right now, but you’re still her friend…..”
Badger makes me miss Wyatt, because sometimes I will look at him & tell him how pretty he is & it’s always my instinct to go “You are the prettiest rat I’ve ever seen! The prettiest boy in the whole wide world,” but that is what I used to tell Wyatt, so I always stop myself.
Badger is not as pretty as Wyatt, but he is very pretty. And he is much nicer than Wyatt, which is a good thing because I have two permanent scars from Wyatt & rats do not live long enough to go around leaving two permanent scars AND a broken heart, but Wyatt was a jerkface anyway, so I suppose he would be a special case. (And I miss him very much & think of him every day.)
i know this is a rat, but i’m pretty sure i’ve met some boys who i would say the SAME THING :P
and THIS is how i beast mario-kart!